Sunday, November 7, 2010

痛苦,你们懂吗?

Congrats myself went back to darkness again. Things coming up to haunt me. Thought it getting better,but i think i'm wrong.

My younger bro,a poor thing that kena somethings that made his life thirty. He'll be forever living in the small hut with those small kids and grow up lonely. He seem dislike his life inside childrens home ( Chen Su Lan Home ) . In the starting when those ppl bringing him go,I kneel down and beg my fking father dont do that to him,but yet he still did. He so small size,dont you all use the brain think how will he felt? His dream is just get a computer thats why he will become so bad and naughty,like this small request so hard for you? Cruel Father Ever. I can tell you,I hate you. Beat me all you want. I will just throw you downstair next time and let you die and suffer in the bloody hell. Beebee uh beeebeee,korkor will go visit you someday okay,we cant contact but you know korkor's heart always link to yours isnt it? Type till here,tears start to drop...I dk...

Born in this kind of family,alot ppl will say isnt my family fault,its depends how i live myself. But thats 1 million different from you all think. I'm just being treating like a dog,like a puppy,like a maid. I everynight going to sleep cry,wake up cry. Everyday also cry. Maybe you all will think that i useless,but i dont care how you all comments,I'm just being myself. Stop controlling my life either. (':

Love isnt what you think girl,I enough of those shits that let me suffering now,so yeah,dont make me more and more frustated. If you think I can everyday smile and laugh with you , then you're wrong. I not free to entertain anyone. So stop being annoying and emoing all ard,you're just being a small girl instead doing something better. Impossible mean impossible,stop posting those emo post and make me felt guilty. Make ppl think that I am a puppy who hurt you. Get it? So yeah,I want you now think about it. And stop being ridiculous before I angry. And I not in the mood to play with you this few days,so dont come and try my patient. Mark all m y words. Its for you. (:

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